I keep wondering if there will ever be a time when I am in any kind of relationship where I am not confused as fuck about something. I mean, really.
I think I’m pretty reliable. At least, I try to be. I answer my phone when it rings (unless you know, I REALLY don’t want to talk to someone) and I reply to emails that need answers, and I text people back when I think they are expecting me to. These are all good things right?
So WHY is it, ONE night when I decide to sleep BEFORE midnight for once (which is good right?) my phone literally gets BLOWN up? I mean, I thought I smelled smoke coming out of it at one point. Fer serious.
I always do my best to show someone I am there for them. But FUCK. I woke up this morning and I have text messages and voice mails ranging from “answer the phone” to “you are probably out whoring around”. Oh my.
Whoring around? Really? This coming from someone who not two days earlier was asking me to have babies for him? FUCKING SNORT.
Whoring. Around. Fuckin-A. It’s so hard to wrap my mind around. I mean, sure. TROLLING my blog and discovering a post about meeting up with a blogger certainly equals me being a whore. Oh that’s right. Because it was a man. Threatened much?
See the problem is, he’s coasted so long with me. And when we were apart, he really, really must have assumed I was sitting at home and crying in my fucking nachos. (mmm nachos). When in reality, I was doing my damnedest to move on. And stay busy. And NOT get lonely and sit at home crying in my mother fucking nachos. (Now I want Nachos)(tear free plz)(kthanksbye)
So No Rura. I was not in fact out whoring around as you so sweetly put it. Nor have I EVER whored around anything while we have been together. And oh yea, it’s an AWESOME fucking tagline. QUACKER!
Is it ok for me to say I am so disappointed by this? Sure, I’m fucking pissed. And hurt. But mostly, I’m disappointed. I mean, what the hell right? I would think I would have to do something really horrible to be spoken to this way.
But no. Not me. I’m such a lucky girl. *fucking sigh*