After the last post I wrote, I got a chance to meet the demons head on. I went out on a “date” with Rura. I would hardly call it that.
Let’s just say that the feelings of inadequacy are pretty much gone now. All those unanswered questions have been pretty much answered. I love him, no doubt about that, but moving on is the best damn thing for both of us. We have our own shit to work out right now. I definitely need to get my act together and so does he. I’m pretty sure that we CAN be friends and I’m very sure that I’m ok with that.
I just wanted to clerify the situation and say thanks to all of you that left me comments or sent me emails. Seriously, I love you all. Even those of you who have trouble putting your feelings into words. *cough* I appreciate all of you and especially those of you who cheer me on, day after day.
Guess who asked me to come back to her pad and do a little guest posting?
The one and only VDog! I love this woman. She’s hysterical. And she knows what it means to deal with being so damn good looking 24/7.
Peace out homies! Much love. *double chest bump**peace sign*