I know what I’m doing may be dumb, I know I should not be staring at the sun
Don’t some of the best experiences we have in life come from decisions we know could be wrong? In the last few years, I’ve learned this to be true. Of course, I cant say that they are ALL good, but when they feel the way I feel, my confidence is restored.
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
Temptation. So real I can taste it on my lips. And it’s fucking delicious.
It may not be “right” by most standards, but its right for ME. If that makes me a selfish person, then so be it. What is right for me, may not be for you. You probably wouldn’t approve which is why this is how I lead my life, and that is how you lead yours.
I see you right in front of me, as close as you can get. And I pray that you won’t leave this daydream yet.
One day, I’m going to wake up and find out it was all a dream. A fantastic, lingering dream. A beautiful disaster. I think I’ll sleep a little longer.
I see you right in front of me, a vision in my head. And I know this is as real, as a daydream gets.
Because that the honest truth of it right? Only so much, only so far. It is what it is? That’s ok too. I never thought I could be a person to say that, but right now, that’s ok too. You are as real as I make you out to be, in my head. And how clouded it is. I hide from the wind, fearing that those clouds will blow away and I’ll see clearly.
I can hear you in the wind. I can see this never ends, like the sea, like you for me.
With everything that has happened, with all that is going on now, I’d rather keep my eyes closed. Hold on tight, hope for the best, and only open them when I feel safe. Because the reality is, at the end of the day, I sleep with a smile on my face, with warmth in my heart, and knowing that somewhere, I’m evoking the same reaction. And that’s enough for me to sleep soundly.
If you cant reach out to me, send a sign across the sea and I’ll pick it up. With an ocean size love.
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